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Findings?
I have always find human behavior and psychology fascinating. Now, there is a specimen here for me to observe pretty up close. Insecure people as I put it always put up a defense wall around them, not only in front of them. Insecure people I define it as being different from the group, the odd…
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Philosophical mind
Being here at Long Lamai for a few days already, I’ve found that I’m more of a morning person than a night one. Waking up before 7.30am is not much of a problem since I sleep around 10.30pm till midnight. In the morning I could think much clearer too… Must be the mind has not…
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A simple Life
Life is very simple here at Long Lamai, carefree as well. No bustling sound of traffic, no alarm ringing off the hook, and no need for any aircon here. Sound of nature is all I hear. Birds chirping, rooster roosting, little chicks chipping, and insect cricking. Still wondering what do the adults do since the…
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New surrounding, new culture
It’s been two days since I came in to Long Lamai, a village in the interior of Sarawak coming in from Miri airport. Going to be here for a month to coach UPSR students. They are not your average town/city students where they are always going tuition to get As. They are just typical kids playing in…
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surprise, they wanted to do
When you have friends that like to play prank on you either near you birthday or you birthday itself, surely one will be prepared at anytime. Wanna surprise me is not really that easy especially when I have predictable friends. But nonetheless, good effort of them, might as well just play along. Although I did…
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c’est une très bien jour
Sleeping till my heart content was something I’ve been missing out this few days. Haven’t been sleeping on my bed for the last couple of days and left my poor ka-ping! and pebbles on their own. For those who don’t know who are they, they are my soft, cute, lovely, and petite STUFF TOYS! Who…
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blank moment
I feel like I’m a walking zombie waiting for my energy to go low. Flicking from one tab to another, playing game to avoid reality, watching clips after clips, looking for drama or movie to watch. I feel like somebody could just take me away for a moment. I know I can’t run away from…
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mind in a mess
yesterday was the highlight of this 1st half of the year that really got me breathless and heart pounding out of rhythm. words can’t describe how I feel now. One after another just came. aftermath waves knocked one by one. even until now there’s still some unrest. what could explain of this phenomena? Only God…
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peek-a-boo
one post for the beginning of the month and another to wrap up the month of May. 1 more month to go and that’s the end of another chapter in my life. this sem indeed is a fruitful 4 months for me to learn something new, understand deeper about certain things, and most important finally…