I want it to end

It’s hard.

No. it’s tough.

It is so not easy. People are liars.

It drains up all your energy but that’s not enough.

You are still stuck there thinking how time will tell.

We always want to heart the answers we want to hear,

But it’s not the case.



Sometimes I just want to tell it out, but that will not do any good.

What if it’s the opposite?

What if embarrassment comes in?

What if awkwardness fills the air?

What if it’s only me?

Where do I put my face?

Which mask do I hide in?



If only you knew,

What I feel and think.

If only you say,

What you feel and think.

If only and what if…


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